i was viewed as something less by virtue of being a boy

I used to be a white knight

". . . my mother got very close with a group of women who were all divorcees , all were as i have since learned would fall under the term "gender feminists" and i then found myself in a place i didnt understand, I went from a family where we were all important , where myself and my sister were encouraged and pushed to being on the outside, in embracing these ideals my mother, and my sister became a unit where i was viewed as something less by virtue of being a man , or at that time an 11 year old boy , and that distrust of me decended into both physical and mental abuse which continued till i left home ."